Addiction
There is a way out
About
Love Light Recovery
Love Light Recovery is a way of living which greatly increases an individual’s general well being by allowing people to find themselves, their passions, and their purpose in this life and propelling them towards personal and spiritual growth. The further individuals get in this journey of growth and self discovery the less and less the person will feel the need to use in order to be functional in this life. In its most simple form, Love Light Recovery is working a 12 step program while also attempting to spread unconditional love and service to all beings, find one’s niche in the world of service to others, and find ways to rejoice in the beauties of this world. These aspects allow for the growth and discovery needed to create a life where one can not only escape the misery and discomfort associated with sobriety, but actually overtime begin to feel happy and serene while living a life without substances.
My Story
My name is Alex and i am an addict, an alcoholic, and I most definitely have the disease of addiction. Throughout active addiction/alcoholism things felt completely and utterly hopeless. Try after try, rehab after rehab, therapist after therapist and still I found myself hobbling home at 5 AM in utter despair. The moment I stopped using my mind filled with immense chaos, and the moment I had one to ease that chaos I’d be off to the races again and soon in a blackout. I felt miserable, constantly bringing Chaos and terror to the lives of the people I loved most. Many times I just wanted it all to end because I felt as long as I existed I would use, and as long as I used I would continue to drag everyone around me into chaos and misery. I’m sharing this because today I don’t feel that way. Today I have found my purpose, and am working to spread love in this universe. Today I know that there’s a way out, I am 100% sure of it. For so long I felt hopeless. As though things would never be okay. Today I do not feel that way. Even when I fall, whether it be to depression, anxiety, alcohol, or loneliness I know that there’s a way out. No matter what happens in my life today I am 100% certain that if I practice a few key principles in my life everything will not just be okay, but it will be beautiful.
A New Perspective on Addiction
Redefining how addiction is perceived to help improve general understanding of the disease
The Addiction Complex
A person with the disease of Addiction has an unusually strong Addiction Complex. An Addiction Complex is a large bundle of certain genes, traits, and experiences which all are interconnected and form the addiction complex. Each Addiction Complex is different and everyone has one.
The Rebound Effect
The Rebound Effect is when a drug decreases your baseline functioning in some area, making you feel worse in that area when sober—tricking you into thinking the drug is improving such area when in reality it is not.
Problems of Identity in Those Who Have Addiction
Integration of the addict identity into ones greater sense of self is crucial when it comes to entering and maintaining recovery. In this post I explore why this is so important and how stigmatization and misunderstanding of addiction make this difficult.
Addiction From the Mind of an Addict
Addiction is much more complex then it appears to be on the surface. The mind of an addict may often feel completely divided and in constant conflict with itself.
Free Recovery/Spiritual Books
Email info@lovelightrecovery.com for any of these books, and where you want them sent, and you will receive them at no cost whatsoever.
Spiritual Books
Law of ONE books: 1,2,3,4,5
The Qur’an
The Bible
The Torah
The Dhammapada
The Bhagavad Gita
Recovery Books
AA Big Book
NA Basic Text
Daily Reflections (AA)
Just For Today (NA)
Personally experienced all three, all were very helpful and nice.